Unwilling....

There are more resons to not do something than to do it.
It hardly matters how it effects others. We, sometimes, do things that we cannot explain. There is an urge or just absent mindedness. We are excused for these lapses in logic by our own interpretation of why such incedents occur.
We are at some point regulators of our own actions. During this point we, still, unfailingly fail in attempting our task.
Who are we to blame? Ourselves? Is there the slightest possibility that we may attribute our failure to ourselves?
Hardly.
Do we realise that the rut we create for ourselves is the rut we can get ourselves out of too?
There again there is the question of whether we understand the gravity of it or not. Or whether we are willing to accept the follies of our own doing.